Thursday, April 9, 2015

Asterik Love: The Lament of the Rebound Fling

by Irene Daniel

I love you
  with an asterik

Please let me explain
  I never, ever, ever thought
  that I could feel again

Most days
  I don't want to feel
  most days I just get through

I haven't even
  half a heart
  with which to beckon you

I have no dreams
  to share today
  life's 10 minutes
  at at time

Even my soul
  is something
  I no longer
  can call mine

I cannot trust
  my choices now
  hope betrayed deflates
  disabling me from
  responding to
  the one at my gate

Is the image
  that I see
  helping hand
  or sword

Deliverance from drowning
  or just more
  black cords

Unable to perceive
  too well
  from this lowly
  vantage point

How can I
  in this state
  true love
  annoint

Perhaps only time
  will tell
  perhaps a heart
  can heal

Perhaps the bittersweet
  of life
  shows us
  what is real

But for now
  I cannot tell
  fantasy from true

And so it's with
  an asterik
  that I say

I love you

                                                               Copyright 2015, Irene Daniel, All Rights Reserved

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